I Didn't Think I'd be Nervous

For the most part, thinking of having major surgery performed on my eyes didn't phase me. Through all the pre-surgery meetings and tests, I stayed pretty calm and could even joke about it. It wasn't until I entered the cold operating room and laid down on the table that I began to get a bit nervous. As I was waiting for Dr. Motwani to arrive, all these thoughts of "it's now or never", "what if I sneeze" ... all those crazy thoughts began to race in my mind and I started to shake a bit. I think I actually surprised myself.